Good Intentions..
- i've always believed in that one.. until.. the life taught me it was all null and void. but the life forgot something: That i was stubborn! yeah, indeed i am. and no matter what i do, i can't hide behind bad intentions. that's something the evil-minded does. not me.. and not people like me..
The title of this blog suggests one of the lessons i've learned by experience. nothing less, nothing more. yet, you may still witness hope and sanity here. well, life goes on, right? When i first decided to start this blog, i needed a name. so the first thing that crossed my mind was this and i didn't even hesitate for one second. here's the story of Good Intention Equals Nothing.
- i'm a 23-year-old married philologist. i mean that's what they call us when we get a B.A. Degree in English Language and Literature. i graduated last year and i'm still looking for a job to be perfectly honest. i took a test to become an English teacher in July (this year) and i'm waiting for the results so.. we'll see about that. i live on the North coast of Turkey, in the Black Sea region, just next to the Black Sea.
- i LOVE people. i HEART people. i CARE ABOUT people. because belive it or not, everything will be insignificant without them. and i do believe that if you don't care about others, then you possibly can't love/care about yourselves. isn't that right?
i like many things in the world. i love many things in the world. but like most of you, i hate many things in the world. i can't count them here one by one (Dear Lord, of course!), but does it matter? the things are more or less the same everywhere. so this eventually makes us have some things in common either way, no?
- i cry. i laugh. i get mad. i calm down. i lose. i win. i listen. i speak. i shout out. i shut the fuck up. i hurt. i get hurt. i have scars. i have disappointments. i let down. i am let down. i run. i hide. i love. i hate. i take a stand. i reject. i agree. i live. i die. i recover. i stop. i continue... just like everybody else...
- i also love fashion.. just like you, huh? i'm so into clothes and shoes. maybe a little bit bags too. but i'm crazy about shoes.. i don't have a stable style but i wear comfortable clothes in general like sweatshirts, sweatpants, t-shirts, big shirts, tights, skinny jeans, blazers, sandals, sneakers, wedges, ugg boots in winter (they save my life all the time). i'm not a dress person but trust me i'm in love with dresses!! i adore high heels but i can't always wear them. i can't walk with them 'cause i'm not used to it as much as you do. i dig Chloe, Alexander Wang, Adidas, Zara, Mango, Diesel, Steve Madden, Tom Ford and etc.. i generally prefer colorful things but pastel colors are my favorite. but black is of course the goddess of them all..
- i do believe in faith!! i do believe in God and Creation. and my biggest fear in the world is to lose it somehow because you know what? your life will become totally meaningless once you lose your faith. agree or disagree but this is true to word... this is my light and inspiration...
- i love blogging. that's where we all can feel at ease, right? here is a really magical world. even if i'm shy and a little bit more intraverted, i always become a different person here. it's like your speecless best friend who is able to make you comfortable only with listening to what you have in mind. and that's amazing!! but as much as i love the blogworld, i also hate it sometimes and think it's stupid. i sometimes feel like it's really unnecessary and fake. it's like everyone is trying to prove something, but deep down i know eveybody is trying to be kind and genuine. and when i see that in you guys, i become like "yeah! this is it.." then, we all live happily ever after..
Here is where you will find various things about me and my world.. either you think it's good or bad, either you love or hate it, you're heartily welcome friends..
Thanks for being here, stopping by or becoming a follower.. whatever your intentions, hope you enjoy your time while hanging out here..
Love and Best,
Seyma...
