The People Who Arouse an Urge of Killing in Me

People drive me crazy. LITERALLY CRAZY. SUPER DUPER CRAZY.

and most of the time, maybe every single time even, i get totally shocked by their chutzpah! my inner self and inner voice become like "What the!!!?? How dare you!?" but of course i don't listen to my inner turbulance at that moment, try to find my decency somewhere inside and bring it all out: JUST SMILE and try to ANSWER their questions PATIENTLY.. and trust me, sometimes it becomes the most difficult thing to get through.

What? Why? Where? Who? Whom? Which? When? How? Are you? Is he? blah blah blah..

i've never been so much sick&tired of all those types of questions. and i've never been so much scared of conversations beginning with 'Wh' and other question-like words. i feel really tired now. all tired. physically and mostly mentally. i really don't understand where the hell they can find that courage to ask me all those things like:

Q: "Why did you guys get married so fast or so young or while still studying at collage? Don't you think it was early?"
The Answer I Wanna Give: "None of your business!!" (Oh, sorry we didn't get your permission!!)

Q: "Why did you hire the apartment right below your parents' ?"
TAIWG: "None of your business!!"

Q: "Isn't that so close? Don't you think it might create problems?"
TAIWG: "None of your business!!" (How? My parents are not evil people. and nor we are!)

Q: "How is marriage going?"
TAIWG: "None of your business!!" (Why? Do you wanna know about our sex life or..?)

Q: "Why are you so thin? Doesn't that bother you?" (please keep in mind that i'm 54 kg and i don't know how much pound it makes)
TAIWG: "None of your business!!" (And i'm not thin! i'm okay with my weight! i don't wanna gain any!)

Q: "Wow!! It's been two years since you guys got married? Then it's time for you to have a baby. When are you having a baby?"
TAIWG: "None of your business!!" (What are you gonna do with my having baby? wait! Are you gonna babysit for us? well, thank you!!)

Q: "What do you do now? Oh, you don't work? Why? Tell your dad to get you a job (so-called sincere laughters/smilings)"
TAIWG: "None of your business!!" (i can't find a job you morons!! and it's not my father's duty to find one!!)


etcetera.. etcetera..

YET, i can't do it.. i don't wanna hurt them by being rough and rude even though they piss me off off off so bad!! and the thing is.. even if i explain the answers to their stupid, bulshit, godawful questions, they are not satisfied. Whoaaa!! NOT SATISFIED!!???  Seriously ****??

and this suddenly becomes the weirdest part of the aforementioned conversations: THEY ANSWER BACK TO MY ANSWERS!! and i guess they usually don't accept my answers because i hear them saying: "Well, of course you will." "Don't be rediculous!" "It'll be fine to do the exact opposite!" "Some day you'll understand we're right" etc. etc. 

God, Seriously? Are you guys real?

and i really hate making explanations about my life.. to the most unnecessary people!! i mean i hate being made into it.. i hate being polite sometimes.. i really do.. and i literally don't understand why they have to be so damn curious. i mean how come they can think they have a right to bump their noses in to people's lives so comfortably??

Is this all because they are old? Is it because they might be ignorant? Is it because they love me and care about me? Is it because they want to circumvent? WHY??? WHY DO THEY KEEP DOING THIS TO ME/TO PEOPLE? IS IT ME? WHAT'S WRONG?

wish i knew the answer this time. wish i knew how i could stop it..

we have an old saying here: People's mouths are not pochettes so you can't shir them easily!! They're gonna say anything..

now i see it's so true..

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